Monday, November 26, 2007
 | Current mood:Broken ** Nobody get excited this has nothing to do with Vince ;) ** It just hit me today how the human race is just a bunch of suckers, myself included. We let our hearts drowned that voice in our heads that tell us when we are about to get fucked over yet again. I guess, you want to believe the best in people- you want to believe that they realize and comprehend how much they hurt you at one point, and that they would go out of their way to never hurt you like that again....especially when it's someone who was once your closest friend. It's disturbing that no matter how many times you tell yourself that someone can't hurt you anymore, we still continue to put ourselves in a position where it is even a possible for them to hurt you. Why? Because we are suckers. This is the reason that walls are erected. This is the reason I come off as not not having feelings. This is the reason I don't let you in...because when I do, I get fucked- and not in the fun way. I was just sitting here minding my own business and you sought me out..and why, just to fuck with my head because you know how bad you hurt me before? You're not the first, and you won't be the last because in the end I'm still a sucker. Maybe its Karma, maybe it isn't. Maybe it's just plain stupidity. But you can't escape it. I can't escape it, not even in my dreams. |
