Monday, October 09, 2006
 | Current mood:  irritated People blow. You know at this age I thought my life would be realtivley drama-free...but apparently what happens is this: You go through high school, striving to be "grown-up". You think you know it all....you pitch hissy fits when things dont go your way, you scream and cry over things you cant change, and basically go through life miserable because your so busy trying to change the things you dont like you dont realize your missing all the great things about life...then you have a few years of relative normalcy. Maybe you get married, bang out a few kids, the dogs the picket fence, your career. And I'd finally gotten to a point in my life where I realize that things are what they are. You can piss and moan about it, or you can deal with it as it is, because you probably can't change it anyway. And apparently this is where people get bored, and everyone elses life seems more interesting. I didn't realize that at this age, I would have to defend my actions to anyone, and apparently everyone. I didn't realize that my social life, as meager as it is, would be such a source of contention, for so many people. What really blows about all this is I have to choose. I have to choose between having my friends around me or having a life without drama, which apparently means a life of solitude...And that my friend, is horse shit. A big steaming pile of it. |
